sometimes i wonder…

sometimes i wonder…

My aunt Shirley went for an ambulance ride to the local ER a few nights ago with a BP of 295/190 — and she was coughing blood. She was transported to an Indy hospital right away. And that’s when things start getting a tad whacked. I’m no doctor (nor did I stay at a Holiday Inn Express last night), but common sense alone applied to this scenario and I’m still left scratching my head.

The doctor informed the family that the CT scan showed a spot on my favorite aunt’s lung in the upper left area… and one more place but I can’t remember where that was. A pulmonary specialist performed a biopsy the following day. The family was waiting for news directly after the procedure and was told Shirley most likely has lung cancer. Mr. Handsome Pulmonary surgeon dude explained that a blood clot was suctioned away and a mass was uncovered. He promised that Shirley would not be told about the “tumors” (his words, not mine) until her daughter, Jerilyn could be with her.

Jerilyn’s flight arrives before noon the following morning. She sits down across from her Mom who proceeds to tell her that the doctor spoke with her earlier that morning and the news he delivered was bad. She explained that the doctor told her she has lung cancer. Shirley said that surgery, chemotherapy and radiation were discussed, and she had decided that although she would let them “cut on her,” she would not undergo chemo or radiation.

Another cousin, Sherry, and I arrived a short time later. Nurses explained that tests had already begun to determine Shirley’s lung capacity should the lung be removed — based upon her ability to withstand the operation knowing she has 16 stints in place because of previous heart issues. Two hours later, the pulmonary specialist who delivered the bad news to Shirley (without waiting for her daughter to be present) was back. He took Shirley by the hand and said, “The biopsies show no cancer.WHAT???? Of course, we were elated!

happy!

And then, we 3 cousins sat in stunned silence as he continued to explain that he was releasing her from his care, another biopsy would be performed in 6 weeks, and she would be on strong antibiotics in the meantime. All Shirley heard was that she’s cancer free. She wanted a photo of the happy moment…

that old bird is tough as nails

Not until later did we really evaluate and question what had just happened. I understand that you might want to prepare a patient for the possibility of a poor diagnosis — but to begin tests for the removal of a lung for crying out loud? Why not put her on an IV of antibiotics before releasing her with that “strong dose?” What about that spot up high they couldn’t reach with the biopsy procedure? For some reason, I have a bad feeling — and it’s gnawing at me. I hope all this willy nilly jumping around doesn’t bounce back in the other direction. And, I have a little less faith in the healthcare system. Crazy, yah?

as random as it gets…

as random as it gets…

My thoughts today are extraordinarily random! I’m just going to type away and hope at least ONE item below will be of interest to SOMEONE besides me:

  1. Bounty Commercial: What’s up with Bounty acting like a kid blowing chocolate milk bubbles is something that should be cleaned up and ignored? My brother and I weren’t even allowed to make slurping noises with a straw (like when that glass was almost empty). If Bounty had failed at being “the quicker picker upper” in my day under those same circumstances, we would still be visiting our Mom in prison.
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  3. Sesame Seeds Come From… I saw this headline and was intrigued by my own stupidity. I had no idea where those annoying little seeds originated. A fruit, you guys.
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  5. Some families shrink while others grow and grow. Christmas at my house was intimate. Small actually. Life changes and the pesky neighbors being out of town resulted in the smallest family holiday gathering I can remember ever taking place. Still… it was amazing. I then traveled with Perry to his family’s celebration on Christmas day and holy cow! People kept piling in to the point that there were not enough chairs to go around (but there was surely enough food!). Although some families shrink while others grow it doesn’t really change how wonderful it is to spend time with them — no matter the number!

we are small

lots of kids

i sure do miss her

Today would’ve been my Nanny’s birthday. I sure do miss her. So many warm thoughts at the mention of her name — so many lessons she taught me. I think the older I get, the more like Nanny I become… not sleeping at night and simply loving to be at “home” to name just two.

January 27, 1911 – August 26, 2009

sweet nanny

she can see good enough

The best dog on the planet (Libby) is a senior hound, no doubt about it. Her eyes over time have become a bit cloudy, but nothing out of the ordinary says the vet. The old girl can see good enough to spot Freda eating a snack beneath the tree in the front yard.

Freda has a snack

And here’s how I know with 100% certainty Libby spotted the rodent too…

Libby wants to make Freda her snack

Afghanistan is about 7000 miles from home

code blackPerry’s nephew, Alex, spent the night here last night — he’s in the Army National Guard and had to be in North Vernon by 6:30 AM. The talk around our fireplace was about Afghanistan and whether or not he would be deployed. Just out of basic in November, he thought he might not be sent there even though the call he received had indicated he would be. He explained that the hardest part was not knowing. I get it! A year-long deployment to a foreign country would be a pretty big deal to anyone. Going to bed last night, the 19 year-old didn’t know if his immediate future would entail hauling equipment and supplies and providing security for convoys over 7,000 miles from home, or making pizzas at a local eatery. Crazy, huh?

I got a text from him this morning after he arrived for duty that simply said, “Looks like I’m going.

Alex was here to help move right before the Christmas holiday. Picking up an online order at our local Wal-mart, we had to wait a good bit of time for them to find the items. That’s when we saw the sign pointing down to a solitary chair that said, “Code Black Safe Place.

I had no clue what a “Code Black” was, you guys, so I looked it up on Google: “Code Black: Bomb threat, nuclear attack” EEEK! That can’t be right… can it?

So I use the search terms ‘code black walmart’ and find it means ‘weather‘ for Wal-mart shoppers. How kind of the Seymour Wal-mart to offer one safe chair should a tornado hit the store. Not that we were in danger of that happening in December, but here’s proof that Alex felt he was more deserving of that safe spot than anyone else in the store. Probably because he had a premonition that he would be needed in Afghanistan.